Cover Letter

To whom this may concern,

            I Bobbisue Nadeau have been through so much in English 102.  I have learned how to make a video and put it on my blog, I learned how to make a blog, how to make a link and add visuals, how to analyze instead of summarize which was very difficult for me since the are two very closely knitted types of writing in my opinion, etc… I feel through all of this I have become a stronger and more knowledgeable writer. 

            My biggest challenge in English 102 has been writing a thought within a thought.  It was very hard for me to write on a subject then go deeper into the thoughts without over thinking it to death. This was by far my hardest and most time consuming paper to write yet.  It was also my most rewarding paper. To struggle with it so much and then get a great grade on it made me feel like I concurred it, which was rewarding because the whole time I was trying to write it I felt like the paper was concurring me.

            So far the Sand Storm by Sean Huze has affected me the most because of the power of the truth in it.  It’s gruesome and vulgar, but true. It made me really understand why so many men and women come home from war noticeably changed and affected by what they have done and seen. It was very sad but informative for me.

             Analyzing has been very challenging for me this class. I am so used to just summarizing and stating facts that it was very hard for me to transition into another way of writing.  Summarizing is like second nature to me because I have written that way for so long. Analyzing really makes me think.

            Last but not least my goals are to do my best on every assignment and pass with flying colors.  To do this I feel I need to improve on my length of papers and detail.  These are not easy things but with hard work and dedication anything is possible.

The Sand Storm

The Sandstorm written by Sean Huze was a very touching and emotional story for me.  At first I was very disturbed by the casual way the soldiers mentioned the brutal deaths of the civilians,  they talked about them like they were just ignorant trash that deserved to die; but as I read on I felt their guilt and shame to for what had happened to the innocent people.  They felt guilt but were too angry to feel it yet; it had to sink in first.  Reading this story also helped me understand the anger that fooled them in to thinking that they didn’t care about what they had done; the way they killed that innocent little boy.  I understand that a person can only take so much of being pushed around and their close buddies being tortured and killed before they just snap and don’t care anymore.  I feel this play was very effective at bringing the audience in and making them feel the hurt and pain that the soldiers had experienced.  This was very hard to read because of its truth.  It brought me to an understanding of what really goes on overseas, when fellow Americans are at war for our freedom.  I liked the way this was written in monologue; this helped me feel the emotions of the characters and the reality of it. I felt like I was right there in conversation with the soldiers.  I can’t even begin to imagine the guilt and shame that soldiers have to deal with for the rest of their lives after experiencing such things.  Like one of the soldiers said in the play, That people always tell him thank you for serving, but he doesn’t understand why.  He feels like he has done nothing to be thanked for and he thinks to himself if they only knew what I have done.  This shows the torment of what they have to live with. All of the things they had done right or wrong even if it was fallowing tricked orders they still cannot forgive themselves.   I feel that that is very tragic because they are heroes in my eyes. They go in to fight and protect the ones they love and have to face things that I never could.  They are human and make mistakes just like everyone else.  They blame themselves for doing things that were commanded of them and for fighting to stay alive.  All of these events take strong and determined people to pull off and stay alive.  I admire their courage and faithfulness to the American people, and I will always thank them for serving and standing up for the greater good. In my eyes they are all heroes.   

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